Thursday, October 22, 2009
alright.. no lessons today...was supposed to go out with nat and nida to sing..but den when i woke up in the morning.. eyes were red and swollen again.. crap shit..i tink it's time for mie to go and see the doc again..sians.. really hate going to see the doc.. =(going all the way to Mount E. medical centre.. waiting for hours for your turn.. my longest record was waiting for 2 hours!!total crap! things are really very crappy this few days..having super long hours of lectures and tutorial on mon..having 3 hours of break on tues..laptop totally gone crazy.. died on mie yst..and today.. my house wireless router totally crashed..and this means that only one person can use the internet..super crap.. so what's for tmr?? all these things are really super crappy..it really irritates mie!!!but den what can i do?? really tired of smiling everyday even when i don feel like..i feel like an idiot..i hate myself for being so fake..i hate you, chai meixuan!
i'm not in love ;
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